busy
The initial numbness upon returning to the Philippines has evaporated and I’ve been slapped with the emotional burden that has been suspending from the ceiling, waiting for me to come back and then bury me under itself. I have to admit it doesn’t affect me as much anymore, but argh, it’s so bloody annoying I almost wish I didn’t have a heart to feel anything. Numbness is supposed to be a defence mechanism. I kind of like that.
